I just don’t care all I want in this world is to be a good artist or YouTuber and have a goth wife I had a breakdown earlier and now I. Staying at my grandma’s house if I’m going be honest I’m kinda tired of living but I’m not gonna kill my self I’m gonna get better make a name outta myself I am just a man named Grimm with a lotta mental issues that he’lll get help for I love ya’ll and with out y’all I’d probably be dead I’m gonna try and finish the drawings I have planned and make more plans so stay tuned alright,also hail Satan,he’s awsome

I don’t like how it’s effectiving me

Can we agree that there’s to much stuff now days I mean I feel like if I don’t like or agree with certain things I’m a bad person or a monster but I don’t think that also I’m gonna be honest I think I have DPD and I can tell cause my brain wants me to do stuff I don’t really wanna do or agree with I just want to be a man who wears a mask and has a goth/horror inspired style wife the he can take care of I just want calm part of me wants to not even had exist cause all this stuff would have never happened,but then I realize that I wouldn’t be here which means no Grimm so I’m thankful for that but I think I might need some ocd meds and antidepressants in order to function as a person cause my mind is so messed up it has caused me to lose friends do to dumping stuff onto them it makes me feel like shit cause I fear I’m a monster or a messed up man and I’m sick of it I don’t value my life cause do to my conservative father always shoving god down my throat,the mental abuse I suffered from them as a child always being stressed out cause there like hey you make a bad grade you’re gonna lose all you’re games (the only things I live for apart from my ma’s side of the family)

and art) and from him always threatening to beat me and insult me and immaculate me I just don’t care, I know the shit he’s said is only cause of how he was brought up and I pity him I don’t love him but I do he’s my dad I do care for him but I don’t respect or wanna be around him anymore I just want to be a man who takes care of his mama plays video games and mtg and makes good art I am someone I am Grimm a man and I’m happy with who I am (I wouldn’t mind losing some weight though I’m like 6 foot weighing 246.6 damn am I right) but anyways am happy with who I am I won’t let my past define me I’m better now I’m still me and I always have and will be. Thank y’all for listening