Can we agree that there’s to much stuff now days I mean I feel like if I don’t like or agree with certain things I’m a bad person or a monster but I don’t think that also I’m gonna be honest I think I have DPD and I can tell cause my brain wants me to do stuff I don’t really wanna do or agree with I just want to be a man who wears a mask and has a goth/horror inspired style wife the he can take care of I just want calm part of me wants to not even had exist cause all this stuff would have never happened,but then I realize that I wouldn’t be here which means no Grimm so I’m thankful for that but I think I might need some ocd meds and antidepressants in order to function as a person cause my mind is so messed up it has caused me to lose friends do to dumping stuff onto them it makes me feel like shit cause I fear I’m a monster or a messed up man and I’m sick of it I don’t value my life cause do to my conservative father always shoving god down my throat,the mental abuse I suffered from them as a child always being stressed out cause there like hey you make a bad grade you’re gonna lose all you’re games (the only things I live for apart from my ma’s side of the family)

and art) and from him always threatening to beat me and insult me and immaculate me I just don’t care, I know the shit he’s said is only cause of how he was brought up and I pity him I don’t love him but I do he’s my dad I do care for him but I don’t respect or wanna be around him anymore I just want to be a man who takes care of his mama plays video games and mtg and makes good art I am someone I am Grimm a man and I’m happy with who I am (I wouldn’t mind losing some weight though I’m like 6 foot weighing 246.6 damn am I right) but anyways am happy with who I am I won’t let my past define me I’m better now I’m still me and I always have and will be. Thank y’all for listening