No! I don't want to,

Why cause it's not me

Look I know I'll be unsatisfied if I were to do that

No the only reason why I'm considering it is cause I'm lazy

Look I just,

Yeah..you could put it like that

Is this

Yeah that'd be dumb then why

I see, but my therapy

Yeah that is true a small step better is none

But why do I

Yeah. Then why is it?

Yeah I am tired, and this Infection is really-

Mhm, and also I guess the only reason I'm unsatisfied is cause, I have no reason to be.

Yeah it's...weird but

I know I am getting better and I'm proud of myself it's just.

Yes,I guess there's this part of me that wants to be minimal an lazy, but it's not, it's not part of me and it never was or will be

What?

What will I do now? Shit man idk I guess...make some friends

Then I'll practice my art

Get better at it cause I do enjoy improving, Myself

Me,well you know whom I am but I'll reiterate it as always.

Let's try this agian

Hello, I am a man, but not just any man I'm an man whom has an artist passion and is always striving to improve,My Nightmare I guess you could say is to provide nightmares to all of my Friends (followers) and citizens the most soul chilling images that I can make, im still improving and I'm only 17 so I got plenty of time to keep learning and improving, I also love video games and tall goth women, my favorite game as of right now is Fallout Newvegas, and also Pony island, im in therapy for some things and I know I'm getting better and I know I'm gonna kill them one day but it'll take one step at an time and if I fall, we'll guess I'll just get up and keep walking, ill keep striving, when the nuce of my pain tightens around my neck causing my worst fears and anxieties to grow in irrational scenarios and or ideas that aren't and were never my own I'll do what I do best, I'll simply ignore them, and keep treading. And I know if I keep it up long enough I'll make it cause no matter how much my brain tells me that I want to do this or that I want to do that, I know that it's lying,cause I know what I want, I know who I am, I know what I want to achieve no matter the pain or the anger of it nor the hopelessness of my situation, ill still be me ill still have my soul, ill have my art, as I get older, I get better, and in turn my art dose too I don't care my brain is telling me to just do an "easy art style" but that's not me, and I don't want it to be I want quality, I want improvement, I want peak, and I know I'll reach it one day, and when I eventually do, I won't get angry and get annoyed there isn't anything higher cause I know that, I've made it ill finally have achieved it,My dream,ME, ill finally be able to feel satisfied in my endeavors to bring the most realstic art I can, the most spine chilling, eye watering,blood cruddling, unsettling art I can, because you know what, No matter the discourages from myself, or the feelings of unsatisfactory work ill have, or the stress of every day life, and the dread of I can't do it and that I should settle for less, I know that there is the truth of reality, My reality, No not the one we exist in but the one out souls exist in, from the material of dead things,to the codes of electronic technology, I know who I am. Grimmsketch, and that's who I was and will be for ever, I will improve in my art even tho the little worm that's in my head keeps trying to make me quit, I won't, and I'm never going to, anyways thx for listening man, Hail satan