What the hell is the point of living like what’s my point,am I just meant to live a life of failure and loss,am I meant to just lot kill myself and have the world forget about me,am I meant to just work hard on things for it to be outshined by another just cause there cooler,am I even worth anything.No. I’m not and I never have been I’m just that loser that everyone feels fucking sorry for or am I even less then that nothing but some atoms in the universe that doesn’t matter look guys I honestly don’t know why the hell I haven’t killed myself and I don’t know why I won’t let myself I mean I do it’s cause of my mama I know If I’d kill myself she would be heartbroken literally.but I honestly don’t care anymore I’m still gonna make art and post but if I do stop posting or stop appearing in your feed I’m sorry but just know I’ll be at peace just bones in the ground decaying into dust