There goes my 4 day streak it’s not much but it was my personal best…man addiction sucks it has caused me to be so paranoid about myself and afraid of if I keep doing what I’ll become ,it’s a parasite on my brain if I don’t have it anymore I lose myself I start to fall apart it’s a whole venom and eddie suitation, but not cool,look if I was older I’d say what it was but I’m not I’m 16 and I shouldn’t have even started it in the first place cause now it’s ruined my mind,life,body,and hopefully not my future. Listen if you are ever considering doing drugs,adult videos,anything bad,DONT it’s not worth it it will break you apart and you will end up hurting someone. But I’ll just have to try harder next time and not let the thoughts get to me there the main soldiers of addiction while the addiction is the general. Anything that you can get addicted to is bad.
Grimmsketch
Adult videos it’s caused my whole mental state to be broken down to insecurities and fears and self loathing…I regret every finding out about that stuff it’s only harmed me yet I was to blind to see it know I don’t know my sexuality,identity and everything else it’s destroyed me.
Grimmsketch
It’s a leech that won’t stop sucking the humanity outta me and sainity, I feel broken and lost I just want it to go away.