Paper bag instead of a mask?

So I am not making art that I am enjoying I like drawing yet my works feel empty for some reason so I’m going break from drawing art until I get a style I’m satisfied with I’ll be experimenting with new stuff and see what I like best also I’m gonna try and get clean from a certain addiction I have cause I fear that I’m starting to lose my humanity and morals due to it’s uncontrollable consumption but in the mean time I’ll post random drawings and stuff so I’ll still be here just trying to find the perfect style for me

I I think I did it

i want to change my mask but I can’t I lack passion and motivation there’s a mental barrier I have come across now my mind wants to make me feel like I can’t draw due to what my soul desires I want to make my art better and more noticeable I don’t know how I’m going do it but I’ll try new designs till I’m satisfied with them cause I want to get better and what not it’s just I can’t for some reason I have the passion yet I lack the motivation…maybe I’m burned out idk I just wish my art was what matches my heart and passion to make horrific and realistic art work that makes everyone feel a sense of unease or like there being watched artwork that’ll make you cry just buy looking at it fo a little to long yet also for you to appreciate its beauty MY beauty I will become better I will become…Horror

I think I’m gonna try and make grimms mask ether more like ghost one from cod or remaster the og version

I mean it’d have the same pattern just different portions and a lil upgrade

Like I wanna keep my uncanny like nature to it but I thirst to make it look better and I need some advice cause I’m starting to get discouraged but my fire still burns with the lust for progress, cause I want to make the best content for you and myself cause I can do amazing works if I just keep practicing all it takes is a lil help from people

So If I get to hmm…let’s say 50 followers is the next goal I’ll do a face reveal it’d be cool cause then I could draw myself drinking sleeping and what ever else so what’d ya say folks that’s sound like a good goal or dose it need to be bigger?

I don’t know why but I can imagine any scenarios for my art I can make an idea but can’t make the product is it burnout? I mean I wanna draw but can’t maybe it’s cause I want to make it have this feeling that’s uncomfortable for it to be looking at but cool at the same time idk I hope tomorrow when I take my pills I’ll be better

I’m back from vacation and I’m here to post