I I think I did it

i want to change my mask but I can’t I lack passion and motivation there’s a mental barrier I have come across now my mind wants to make me feel like I can’t draw due to what my soul desires I want to make my art better and more noticeable I don’t know how I’m going do it but I’ll try new designs till I’m satisfied with them cause I want to get better and what not it’s just I can’t for some reason I have the passion yet I lack the motivation…maybe I’m burned out idk I just wish my art was what matches my heart and passion to make horrific and realistic art work that makes everyone feel a sense of unease or like there being watched artwork that’ll make you cry just buy looking at it fo a little to long yet also for you to appreciate its beauty MY beauty I will become better I will become…Horror

I think I’m gonna try and make grimms mask ether more like ghost one from cod or remaster the og version

I mean it’d have the same pattern just different portions and a lil upgrade

Like I wanna keep my uncanny like nature to it but I thirst to make it look better and I need some advice cause I’m starting to get discouraged but my fire still burns with the lust for progress, cause I want to make the best content for you and myself cause I can do amazing works if I just keep practicing all it takes is a lil help from people

So If I get to hmm…let’s say 50 followers is the next goal I’ll do a face reveal it’d be cool cause then I could draw myself drinking sleeping and what ever else so what’d ya say folks that’s sound like a good goal or dose it need to be bigger?

I don’t know why but I can imagine any scenarios for my art I can make an idea but can’t make the product is it burnout? I mean I wanna draw but can’t maybe it’s cause I want to make it have this feeling that’s uncomfortable for it to be looking at but cool at the same time idk I hope tomorrow when I take my pills I’ll be better

I’m back from vacation and I’m here to post

Ok new twitter for Newgrounds shit

just art

Why tf do I feel old for saying that