It’s what I’m gonna do ….

ITS FINALLY HERE

Srry bout that every one but my dad for some reason gave me my stuff back so…hello

This is screct post but I’m grounded love you all I be back soon hopefully

Gonna kill some shit like turkeys and I’ll finally feel more confident in being a man instead of being insecure about my self also just gotta make sure my dads sexiest behaviors don’t rub off me cause I wanna be my wife’s provider I wanna cook for her do laundry for her all that stuff I want to make her my queen and yes I like dommies and I wanna be a good partner to my gf when I get one

Ok so I’m gonna be real with y’all don’t ever do adult videos they’ll fuck you up bad and I mean badly like every day know for me is a living hell I wake up I go to school and have intrusive thoughts all day about things I know I’m not yet my brain won’t accept also never hang out with someone who will make you feel like shit if you don’t agree with there opinions and they make you feel bad for it and also they groom you into doing something you never would have if you hadn’t met them I regret my past years I’ve done so much stupid stuff that’ll I’ll never forgive myself for cause I don’t deserve to, but I do acknowledge that mistakes and pain help you learn,it has helped me learn and acknowledge what I did were mistakes and that I will never do them again,the past is the past and the future is mine, I am me,I am Grimm ,I am a man whom has made many mistakes and has fears resulting from them but at least I can get better if I try and I need a role model a strong one that can lead me on the straight and narrow…man I wish I could call my mama but I ain’t got a phone so but anyways hope y’all are doing well I love all of ya cause y’all are why I still live and my mama’s side of the family as well.

There goes my 4 day streak it’s not much but it was my personal best…man addiction sucks it has caused me to be so paranoid about myself and afraid of if I keep doing what I’ll become ,it’s a parasite on my brain if I don’t have it anymore I lose myself I start to fall apart it’s a whole venom and eddie suitation, but not cool,look if I was older I’d say what it was but I’m not I’m 16 and I shouldn’t have even started it in the first place cause now it’s ruined my mind,life,body,and hopefully not my future. Listen if you are ever considering doing drugs,adult videos,anything bad,DONT it’s not worth it it will break you apart and you will end up hurting someone. But I’ll just have to try harder next time and not let the thoughts get to me there the main soldiers of addiction while the addiction is the general. Anything that you can get addicted to is bad.